D#m B
i hate the way my mind makes me think . .
G#m A#
nothing good is working out for me . . mmm . .
D#m B
i’ve been blinded by the evil side . .
G#m A#
i just wanna see the good in life . .

D#m B
i feel like my , oh my , my mind is heavy
G#m A#
making me believe . .
D#m B
that everything that’s bad is coming
G#m A#
right to me , right to me . .

reff :
D#m
i’m not a pessimist
B
i don’t mean to lose it
G#m A#
i’m confused why i think like this . .

D#m
i’m not a pessimist
B
i can’t leave my room
G#m A#
it’s hard to do but i try my best

int . D#m B
i’m not a pessimist . . da da . . da
G#m A#
da da . . da , da da . .

D#m B
i hate the way i’m never satisfied . .
G#m A#
i’m only happy for a little time . . uwo oh . .
D#m B
then i think of everything i don’t hav yet . .
G#m
and it makes me cry ,
A#
yah , it makes me like

D#m
i wonder what i got to do
B
to feel joy for longer than two seconds
G#m
i always think it’s fleeting
A#
thinking negatively for no reason
D#m
good times are only here for a season
B
when did i start to believe these things?
G#m
taking over my mind
A#
everything seems not alright , i’m not okay

D#m
i don’t mean to be this way
B
putting myself through pain
G#m
trying so hard to be a positive person
A#
my mind says , “no way”
D#m
i’ve read all those books ,
seen all those speeches
B
’bout the power of the brain
G#m
i think they’re pretty accurate
A#
cause mine has power over me

reff :
D#m
i’m not a pessimist
B
i don’t mean to lose it
G#m A#
i’m confused why i think like this . .

D#m
i’m not a pessimist
B
i can’t leave my room
G#m A#
it’s hard to do but i try my best

int . D#m B
i’m not a pessimist . . da da . . da
G#m A#
da da . . da , da da . .
D#m B
i’m not a pessimist . . da da . . da
G#m A#
da da . . da , da da . .

D#m B
nobody gets it , they think i’m being dramatic
G#m
i’m not a negative person
A#
it’s a really bad habit
D#m
yeah , there’s more to me . .
B
then you see . .
G#m A#
i really wanna think differently . .

D#m B
i feel like my , oh my , my mind is heavy
G#m A#
making me believe . .
D#m B
that everything that’s bad is coming
G#m A#
right to me , right to me . .

reff :
D#m
i’m not a pessimist
B
i don’t mean to lose it
G#m A#
i’m confused why i think like this . .

D#m
i’m not a pessimist
B
i can’t leave my room
G#m A#
it’s hard to do but i try my best

outro : D#m B
i’m not a pessimist . . da da . . da
G#m A#
da da . . da , da da . .
D#m B
i’m not a pessimist . . da da . . da
G#m A#
da da . . da , da da . .