Keeping Tabs

(Intro)
G Am Em C

G Am
you left without saying goodbye..
Em
don’t cry, don’t cry,
C
don’t cry, don’t cry..

G Am
I ball a fist and die inside..
Em
I wish I didn’t, but regrettably
C
I entirely understand why you did it

G
take one step forward
and two jumps back..
Am
one hand on the gate
of this cul-de-sac..
Em
some crushed part of me,
wants to be cornered but
C
right into it even if we crack..

G
you left early and
you arrived too late..
Am
just right in time
to be a huge mistake..
Em
so, I wish you well
C
and I wish you far away..
C
this was never real,
I’ll say it til I believe it

(Chorus)
G
I wish I never..
Am
met you, you are the
Em
worst thing that
C
I’m still keeping tabs on
C
for some stupid reason..

G Am
you were just being nice
Em
now, I finally believe you’re out
there somewhere also
C
keeping tabs on how I might be feeling

G
for some stupid reason
Am Em
I keep on believing..
C
you care and you’re real until
C
I don’t even know you

G Am
drowning in my own..
Em
sad, imagined fantasy
C
of who you could be
the reality is you

G
unironically love personality tests..
Am
all of the data’s weak,
half-amusing at best..
Em
but it could never work
C
cause I’m an enneatype 4 aquarius ..

G
you say the wrong thing
every time you talk..
Am
the red flags wave,
the alarms sound off..
Em C
I’m so glad our paths.. didn’t cross..
C
I’m so glad
I’ll say it ‘til I believe it

(Chorus)
G
I wish I never..
Am
met you, you are the
Em
worst thing that
C
I’m still keeping tabs on
C
for some stupid reason..

G Am
you’re the same with everyone
Em
I’m not special, no
you’re not out there
C
just keeping tabs on
how I might be feeling..

G Am
it’s all just imagined
Em
I keep on believing..
C
you care and you miss me too..
G
I need to get over you.. uh..
Am Em C
ooh.. I need to get over you..