Eminem - Going Through Changes

hope this tab is useful – it’s accurate and very ato play . a great song .

chords for verses and chorus
F Em Dm

chorus

F Em Dm
i’m going through changes
F Em Dm
i’m going through changes

verse 1
lately i really , feel like i’m rolling for delph like philly ,
i feel like i’m losing control of myself , i sincerely ,
apologize if all that i sound like is i’m complaining ,
but life keeps on complicating , an’ i’m debating ,
on leaving this world , this evening , even my girls ,
can see i’m grievin’ , i try and hide it ,
but i can’t , why do i act like i’m all high and mighty ,
when inside , i’m dying , i Am finally realizing i need help .
i can’t do it by myself , too weak , 2 weeks i’ve been having ups and downs ,
going through peaks and valleys , dilly dallying ,
around with the idea , of ending the shit right here .
i’m hatin’ my reflection , i walk around the house tryin’ to fight mirrors ,
i can’t stand what i look like , yeah , i look fat , but what do i care?
i give a fxxk , only thing i fear , is hailie ,
i’m afraid if i close my eyes i might see her ,
shit . .

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verse 2
i lock myself in the bedroom , bathroom , nappin’ at noon ,
yeah dad’s in a bad mood , he’s always snappin’ at you .
marshall what happened at you , you can’t stop with these pills ,
and you’ve fallen off with your skills , and your own fans are laughin’ at you .
it become a problem you’re too pussy to tackle , get up ,
be a man , stand , a real man woulda had this shit handled .
know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed ,
they say proof just flipped out , homie just swift out and bust ,
nah , it ain’t like doody to do that ,
he wouldn’t fxxkin’ shoot at , no – body , he’d fight first ,
but dwelling on it only makes the night worse ,
now i’m poppin vics , perks and methadone pills .
yeah Em , tight verse , you killed it ,
fxxkin’ drug dealers hang around me like yes men ,
and they gon’ do whatever i says when , i says it ,
it’s in their best interest to protect their investment .
and i just lost my fxxkin’ best friend , so fxxk it , i guess then . . .

chorus

don’t know what i’m gonna do , but i just keep on going through changes . . .

verse 3
my friends can’t understand this new me ,
that’s understandable man , but just think how bananas you’d be ,
you’d be an animal too , if you were trapped in this fame and caged in its like a zoo .
and everybody’s lookin’ at you , what you want me to do ,
i’m startin’ to live like a recluse and the truth is ,
fame startin’ to give me an excuse , to be at a all time low .
i sit alone in my home theatre , watchin’ the same damn dvd ,
of the first tour , the last tour , he was still alive .
and it hurt sore , fast forward , sleepin’ pills’ll make me feel alright .
and if i’m still awake in the middle of the night ,
i just take a couple more , yeah you’re mother fxxkin’ right ,
i ain’t slowin’ down for no one , i Am almost homeward bound .
almost in a coma , yeah homie come on , dole ’em out
Daddy , don’t you die on me , Daddy , better hold your ground .
fxxk , don’t i know the sound of that voice ,
yeah baby hold me down .

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verse 4
wake up in the hospital , full of tubes , but somehow i’m pullin’ through .
swear when i come back i’ma be bulletproof .
i’ma do it just for proof , i think i should state a few ,
facts , cause i may not get a chance again to say the truth .
shit it just hit me that what if i would notta made it through
i think about the things i would have never got to say to you ,
i’d never get to make it right , so here’s what i came to do .
hayley this one is for you , whitney and alaina too ,
i still love your mother , that’ll never change ,
think about her every day , we just could never get it together .
hey , wish there was a better way for me to say it ,
but i swear on everything , i’d do anything for her on any day .
there are just too many things , to explain , when it rains ,
guess it pours , guess it does , wish there wasn’t any pain .
but i can’t pretend there ain’t , i ain’t placin’ any blame ,
i ain’t pointin’ fingers , heaven knows i’ve never been a saint .
i know it just feels like we just pissed away our history ,
but just today , i looked at your picture , almost if to say ,
i miss you self consciously , wish it didn’t end this way .
but i just had to get away , don’t know why ,
i don’t know what else to say , i guess i’m

chorus