Ed Sheeran - That’s On Me

[Verse 1]
Em
Is this just gettin’ older?
D G
I can’t get away from this rain
C
I’m statin’ to think that it’s me
Em D
And I wanna just create things
Bm C
But the longer it takes, I feel drink up
Em
Remember a day I’ve been sober
D G
Not in a place to take blame
C
Any more way I might break
Em D
Tell me, do you feel the same?
Bm C
Guess we all go the same way
D
I’m in a bit of a mess here
D
Count to ten and hope to disappear
Em
I never did my homework
D
Could I have been more than this?
C Em D
Findin’ a way to exist within a world with no risk
Bm C
Forcin’ a shoe that won’t fit
Em
I spend most the days stoned
D G
And makin’ excuses for it
C
Sayin’, “It’ll help to write this”
Em D
But on the real, I’m tight-lipped
Bm C
Shootin’ the shot that I’ll miss

[Pre-Chorus]
D
And it’s so far from it
D
Why the hell am I still here?

[Chorus]
G
This is not the end of our lives
D C
This is just a bump in the ride
G
And I know that it will be alright
D C
And if it’s nothin’, we’re fucked, aren’t we?
G D C
I can’t help myself but cry every time that I realise
G
Maybe I’ll never find my smile
D C
But who’s to blame? Well, that’s on me
D
Well, that’s on me, well, that’s on me

[Verse 2]
Em
Now that the weather is colder
D G
Nothin’ is maskin’ this pain
C
The summer was here, but won’t stay
Em D
And we are inside, like, all day
Bm C
Regrettin’ the things that we say
Em
And it takes a toll, yeah
D G
The conversation won’t end
C
Bein’ a rock for your friends
Em D
Cracks in the surface don’t mend
Bm C
We only break, we don’t bend
D
And you think it was so clear
D
But I can’t see nothin’ but the fear
Em
I’m feelin’ so bloated
D G
Thinkin’ the silent won’t do
C
My ass will open up too
Em D
Lockin’ myself in my room
Bm C
Hopin’ that this will end soon
Em
And no one will notice
D G
What I will put myself through
C
‘Cause they will hate themselves too
Em D
Isn’t it mad what we do?
Bm C
Pretendin’ to win, but just lose

[Pre-Chorus]
D
And it’s so far from here
D
Why the hell am I still here?

[Chorus]
G
This is not the end of our lives
D C
This is just a bump in the ride
G
And I know that it will be alright
D C
And if it’s nothin’, we’re fucked, aren’t we?
G D C
I can’t help myself but cry every time that I realise
G
Maybe I’ll never find my smile
D C
But who’s to blame? Well, that’s on me
D
Well, that’s on me, well, that’s on me

[Bridge]
Am
Too many things on my mind
G D
To process moments of life
Am
That, somedays, I lose my drive
G D
And some, can’t control the fire
Am
I move where the things take time
G D
But I’m not a patient guy
Am
Maybe if I wait, I’ll find
G D
Resemblance and peace of mind

[Verse 3]
Em
This is just gettin’ older
D G
Runnin’ away from my past
C
Knowin’ the comet won’t last
Em D
Bein’ a mouse in this grass
Bm C
Feedin’ the snakes behind us
Em
And I’m searchin’ for closure
D G
But nothin’ is healin’ these scars
C
When I open up, they just laugh
Em D
Sayin’ that they had just half
Bm
That nothin’ will ever be dark

[Pre-Chorus]
D
Is it new me, new year
D
Or just the same old blues fear?

[Chorus]
G
This is not the end of our lives
D C
This is just a bump in the ride
G
And I know that it will be alright
D C
And if it’s nothin’, we’re fucked, aren’t we?
G D C
I can’t help myself but cry every time that I realise
G
Maybe I’ll never find my smile
D C
But who’s to blame? Well, that’s on me
D
Well, that’s on me, well, that’s on me

Well, that’s on me

[Outro]
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