[Verse]
Em
I feel like I’m lying everyday
D Em
I know when I get home I’ll have to pay
C D Em E
Just manipulate and hurt yourself
C D
That’s not what matters
Em
Not your mental health
G A
Knowing I look happy makes me good inside
Em
But I’m bad
G
But I’m not ready to die
A
Just cus I look good on the outside

Doesn’t mean anything
Em G
I’m not alright

Em G A Em G A

Em
All it means is that I’m trying
G D
Shouldn’t that
C
Say something I mean
D
Just look at the fact that sometimes I
Em
can’t even get out of bed y’know
C D Em
Sometimes it’s even hard to just pick up a pencil
G A
Knowing I look happy makes me good inside

But I’m bad
G
But I’m not ready to die
A
Just cus I look good on the outside
Em
doesn’t mean anything
G
I’m not alright

C D Em G A Em G A

G Em
Put me in the farthest ward
D
Maybe then I’ll
C D Em C
Feel a little less bored lack of contact with who you are
D Em
Leave a little more than a scar
G A
Knowing I look happy makes me good inside
Em
But I’m bad
G
But I’m not ready to die
A
Just cus I look good on the outside
Em G
doesn’t mean anything I’m not alright

D Em G A Em G A

D Em Gm
not alright
G A
not alright

Em G A Em G A C D G