Citizen Soldier - Run Away From MySelf

Chord ♫ Citizen Soldier
“Run Away From MySelf”

Am
i didn’t grow up
-G F
in an abusive home i am one..
Am
i’ve tried to leave this sour place
-G F
a thousand times..

Am
from the start i’ve made
-G F
self-sabotage my anthem..
Am
like being who i am
-G F
is self-harm in disguise..

Am
cause something deep inside me is broken
i’m not allowed to feel a thing
G
every loving word means nothing
i’m obsessed with suffering
Am
lately thinking feels like cutting
every thought’s a razor blade
(if only i had someone else to blame)

Reff :
Am F
wish i could runaway
C
from myself, from myself
G/B
but there is no escape
when you’re the prison cell..

Am F
wish i could runaway
C
from myself, from myself
G
i plead for better days
but get thrown back in hell..
(hell, hell, hell)

Am -G F
wish i could runaway from myself..
Am -G F
wish i could runaway from myself..

Am
who the hell can forgive my sins,
-G F
i wrote this gospel..
Am
stuck in a cage of skin
-G F
that always will remind me..

Am
that all the alcohol
-G F
can’t numb this i’m the bottle..
Am
i’ll never change cause the chemicals
-G F
will change my mind..

Reff :
Am F
wish i could runaway
C
from myself, from myself
G/B
but there is no escape
when you’re the prison cell..

Am F
wish i could runaway
C
from myself, from myself
G
i plead for better days
but get thrown back in hell..
(hell, hell, hell)

F G Am
wish i could runaway from myself..
Am
wish i could runaway..
-G F
cause something deep inside me is broken
i’m not allowed to feel a thing
G
every loving word means nothing
i’m obsessed with suffering
Am
lately thinking feels like cutting
every thought’s a razor blade
if only i had someone else to blame..

Int. Am..F Am..F

Reff :
Am F
wish i could runaway
C
from myself, from myself
G/B
but there is no escape
when you’re the prison cell..

Am F
wish i could runaway
C
from myself, from myself
G
i plead for better days
but get thrown back in hell..
(hell, hell, hell)

Outro : Am -G F
Am
i didn’t grow up
-G F
in an abusive home i am one..