My Own Miracle

Am F
fake smiles are holding me together
C
for worse or for better
G
cause i’ve never had anyone

Am F
to stay long enough to see the weather
C
the pain and the pressure
G
i carry like a loaded gun

Am
i’ve been through things
F
that you can’t see
C
a kind of suffering
G
the eyes don’t notice

Am F
rather hide when i’m hurting
C G
than be a burden cause all i know is

Reff :
Am
nobody showed up
F
nobody slowed down
C
they must have been deaf
Dm
i was screaming so loud

Am
nobody had faith
F
i’d еver be found
C
born into a hole
Dm
six feet in thе ground

Am
i had to love me
F
when nobody cared
C
and be the family
Dm
that never was there

Am
had to have hope
F
when i didn’t feel spiritual
C Dm
had to be my own, my own miracle

Am F
worked twice as hard
through the diseases
C
to make up for the weakness
G
and vices not visible

Am F
no friends to pick up all the pieces
C
no sympathy or sweetness
G
no wonder i’m cynical

Am F
i’ve walked a path that would kill most
C
where a heart closed
G
and it left a temper

Am F
i don’t know how to love cause
C G
i try to trust but then i remember

Reff :
Am
nobody showed up
F
nobody slowed down
C
they must have been deaf
Dm
i was screaming so loud

Am
nobody had faith
F
i’d еver be found
C
born into a hole
Dm
six feet in thе ground

Am
i had to love me
F
when nobody cared
C
and be the family
Dm
that never was there

Am
had to have hope
F
when i didn’t feel spiritual
C Dm
had to be my own, my own miracle

F Dm
are you okay..? you need to chat..?
Am -Bm-C
the questions i.. was never asked..

F
i should feel strong..
Dm
but i just feel sad..
Am
so just let me grieve..
Bm-C -Dm
what i never had..
F G
ah ah ah ah.. ah..

Reff :
Am
nobody showed up
F
nobody slowed down
C
they must have been deaf
Dm
i was screaming so loud

Am
nobody had faith
F
i’d еver be found
C
born into a hole
Dm
six feet in thе ground

Am
i had to love me
F
when nobody cared
C
and be the family
Dm
that never was there

Am
had to have hope
F
when i didn’t feel spiritual
C
had to be my own, my own miracle..

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===ORIGINAL CHORD===
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D#m B
fake smiles are holding me together
F#
for worse or for better
C#
cause i’ve never had anyone

D#m B
to stay long enough to see the weather
F#
the pain and the pressure
C#
i carry like a loaded gun

D#m
i’ve been through things
B
that you can’t see
F#
a kind of suffering
C#
the eyes don’t notice

D#m B
rather hide when i’m hurting
F# C#
than be a burden cause all i know is

Reff :
D#m
nobody showed up
B
nobody slowed down
F#
they must have been deaf
G#m
i was screaming so loud

D#m
nobody had faith
B
i’d еver be found
F#
born into a hole
G#m
six feet in thе ground

D#m
i had to love me
B
when nobody cared
F#
and be the family
G#m
that never was there

D#m
had to have hope
B
when i didn’t feel spiritual
F# G#m
had to be my own, my own miracle

D#m B
worked twice as hard
through the diseases
F#
to make up for the weakness
C#
and vices not visible

D#m B
no friends to pick up all the pieces
F#
no sympathy or sweetness
C#
no wonder i’m cynical

D#m B
i’ve walked a path that would kill most
F#
where a heart closed
C#
and it left a temper

D#m B
i don’t know how to love cause
F# C#
i try to trust but then i remember

Reff :
D#m
nobody showed up
B
nobody slowed down
F#
they must have been deaf
G#m
i was screaming so loud

D#m
nobody had faith
B
i’d еver be found
F#
born into a hole
G#m
six feet in thе ground

D#m
i had to love me
B
when nobody cared
F#
and be the family
G#m
that never was there

D#m
had to have hope
B
when i didn’t feel spiritual
F# G#m
had to be my own, my own miracle

B G#m
are you okay..? you need to chat..?
D#m Fm-F#
the questions i.. was never asked..

B
i should feel strong..
G#m
but i just feel sad..
D#m
so just let me grieve..
Fm -F#-G#m
what i never had..
B C#
ah ah ah ah.. ah..

Reff :
D#m
nobody showed up
B
nobody slowed down
F#
they must have been deaf
G#m
i was screaming so loud

D#m
nobody had faith
B
i’d еver be found
F#
born into a hole
G#m
six feet in thе ground

D#m
i had to love me
B
when nobody cared
F#
and be the family
G#m
that never was there

D#m
had to have hope
B
when i didn’t feel spiritual
F#
had to be my own, my own miracle..