[Verse 1]
D
My double vision
G A
Is only amplifyin’ everythin’ he isn’t
D G A
‘Til I feel less attached and bored to death, but listen
D G D G
It’s no one’s fault, it’s just my terrible condition, mm
A
And I’ve been thinkin’
D G A
If I move out this year, I’ll feel my parents slippin’
D G A
Away and also, I’m just scared of that commitment
D G A D G
I really think sometimes there’s somethin’ that I’m missin’, mm

[Chorus]
D
Oh, I know
Bm
Spiralin’ is miserable
Em
I should probably go back home
A
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
D
And oh, I hope
Bm
I wake up invisible
Em
I’d be someone no one knows
A
I guess I’m just difficult

[Verse 2]
D
To name this feelin’
G A
Would take a hundred thousand years, some kind of grievin’
D G A
But over what I never had, so I’ve been speakin’
D G A D G
To my therapist, I call her every weekend, mm
A
I meant to tell you
D G A
How I’ve hated how we left things when it fell through
D G A
‘Cause you were everythin’ to me, where did you run to?
D G A D G
Was it somethin’ that I said that colored you blue? Mm

[Chorus]
D
Oh, I know
Bm
Spiralin’ is miserable
Em
I should probably go back home
A
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
D
And oh, I hope
Bm
I wake up invisible
Em
I’d be someone no one knows
A
I guess I’m just difficult, difficult

[Post-Chorus]
A D G
Difficult
A
I
D G
Difficult

[Bridge]
A
I’ve been drinkin’
D G A
And stayin’ up too late, relivin’ bad decisions
D G A
I thought eventually, my ranting here would fix it
D G A D G
I really think sometimes there’s somethin’ that I’m missin’ (Mm)

[Chorus]
D
Oh, I know
Bm
Spiralin’ is miserable
Em
I should probably go back home
A
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
D
And oh, I hope
Bm
I wake up invisible
Em
I’d be someone no one knows
A
I guess I’m just difficult, difficult
D
Oh, I know
Bm
Spiralin’ is miserable
Em
I should probably go back home
A
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
D
And oh, I hope
Bm
I wake up invisible
Em
I’d be someone no one knows
A
I guess I’m just difficult, difficult